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      Calling out the brain on catastrophizing

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      James Bryan Smith: Unmet expectations and fear

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      Staton: On being a witness

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      STUDY: Mental health conditions share deep genetic patterns

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      STUDY: Four Supplements that MIGHT help depression

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      INTERVIEW: Dr. Terry Powell’s gripping account of depression

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      INTERVIEW: Therapist Michael Schiferl explains religious scrupulosity and…

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      INTERVIEW: Rocker Matt Sassano shares battles, urges transparency…

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      INTERVIEW: Dr. Brian Briscoe tells Christians that antidepressants…

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      INTERVIEW: Pastor Scott Sauls on anxiety, depression, and…

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STUDY: Your fluvoxamine might help your (theoretical) COVID

STUDY: Your fluvoxamine might help your (theoretical) COVID

written by Christian Heinze

Just wanted to mention this POTENTIAL bonus for those of you who are already on Fluvoxamine (brand name: Luvox).

A study indicates that the common antidepressant might be useful against developing severe Covid.

Basically, through various reasons you could read here, fluvoxamine might be able to stop the infamous cytokine storm from getting out of control.

Of the 152 people who initially participated in this double-blinded, randomized clinical trial, 80 received 100 mg of fluvoxamine and 72 received a placebo three times a day for 15 days. Eventually 115 of the people completed the trial. None of the patients who had received fluvoxamine ended up developing more severe respiratory problems such as hospitalization for shortness of breath or pneumonia or oxygen saturations dipping below 92%. By contrast, six of 72 patients who had received placebo experienced such worsening of their Covid-19.

I’m not posting this as a pitch for fluvoxamine. It’s too small a study to draw any conclusions. And DON’T go to your doctor begging for it.

I’m posting it for two reasons.

First, if you’re already on fluvoxamine, this is another reason to possibly stay on it (per your doctor’s discretion)!

Second, antidepressants get such a bad rap for “unintended consequences.”

Just remember that, of course, all medicines have side effects. But some of those unintended consequences can actually be helpful.

Wellbutrin, for example, is a potentially promising new therapy for IBD (see another study here), and seems to possess some pretty good anti-inflammatory properties.

Nortriptyline (a tricyclic antidepressant) has, for years, been used for IBD, thanks to its effect on tnf-alpha.

In fact, quite a few antidepressants lower interleukin-6 and tnf-alpha levels, and that might be one of the ways they actually help depression, since one school of thought (suggested by a number of studies) is that depression is an inflammatory condition.

I have an autoimmune condition that got much worse once I jumped off nortriptyline, and I suspect the nortriptyline was great help.

In no way, shape, or form am I associated with the pharmaceutical industry. In fact, I think there are a lot of problems with the way the industry operates.

Nevertheless, Christians tend to be particularly leery of big pharma and antidepressants. I’ve had bad side effects on antidepressants. Definitely. But there are also some bonuses (like feeling tons better — for some of us), and who knows — it might even help your body in ways you don’t know.

So talk to your doc.

P.S. Tried Luvox. Didn’t agree with me.

March 10, 2021
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Be you when you pray

Be you when you pray

written by Christian Heinze

I love this, in English theologian J.I. Packer’s, Praying the Lord’s Prayer.


“We should certainly not content ourselves with parroting other people’s prayers, nor would God be content if we did (for what parent could be happy if his child only ever spoke to him in quotations, thus limiting his conversation to the reciting of other people’s sentiments?)”


Yes! Imagine a child, formally and haltingly addressing his parent — with no familiarity, no free spirit, no heart. And yet that is the way we are often taught to pray to God.

Brennan Manning puts it this way: “A little child cannot do a bad coloring; nor can a child of God do bad prayer.”

Just talk to the Father as if he were your dad (because he is), and Jesus as if he were your brother (because he is).

March 6, 2021
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Mental health links

written by Christian Heinze

a. STUDY: Social distancing has led to a dramatic rise in anxiety, depression among new moms.

b. COVID-19 PTSD is real, here, and here to stay.

c. STUDY: Placenta’s role in schizophrenia “bigger than we imagined.”

d. Another study showing the link between depression and irregular sleep patterns.

e. Depression, anxiety, and loneliness are exploding among college students.

f. STUDY: Brain ion channel is a brand new, exciting approach to treating depression.

March 6, 2021
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Guilt vs. Shame

Guilt vs. Shame

written by Christian Heinze

In Choose and Choose Again, J. Kevin Butcher makes a very good distinction re: something a lot of depressive Christians particularly struggle with.


“Guilt is about what I do. Shame is about who I am. The antidote for guilt is forgiveness. Shame calls me to cease to exist…. knowing that we are forgiven but still feeling dirty is pathological shame.

….Shame doesn’t force us to do anything, but the psychic pain of feeling worthless can be so intense that we’ll do anything to make it stop.

 …..Shame keeps us from personalizing and taking into our hearts anything about God that gives us value and allows us to know, to feel, and to be secured in his love.

Don’t forget: Our enemy isn’t playing. He’s trying to kill us, and shame is his poison – a slow, lethal drip that gets into our emotional and spiritual cells and vacuums our God-given humanity and love of life right out of us.”


Of course the antidote to all this is to accept ourselves as accepted by God, and more than accepted — beloved.

In The Freedom of Self-Forgetfulness, Tim Keller writes:


“You believe the gospel; maybe you have done so for years.

But….and it is a big ‘but’…every day you find yourself being sucked back into the courtroom.

You do not feel you are living like Paul says. You are getting sucked back in.

All I can tell you is that we have to relive the gospel every time we pray…..we have to relive the gospel on the spot and ask ourselves what we are doing in the courtroom. We should not be there. The court is adjourned.           

….Like Paul, we can say, ‘I don’t care what you think. I don’t even care what I think. I only care about what the Lord thinks.’

And he has said, ‘Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus,’ and ‘You are my beloved child in whom I am well pleased.’

Live out of that.”

March 1, 2021
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All the ways exercise can help depression/anxiety

All the ways exercise can help depression/anxiety

written by Christian Heinze

Arash Javanbakht, a psychiatrist and neuroscientist, comes prepared, with tremendous research studies, easily digestible, in The Conversation:

“Working out regularly really does change the brain biology, and it is not just “go walk and you will just feel better.” Regular exercise, especially cardio, does change the brain. 

….. A molecule called brain-derived neurotrophic factor helps the brain produce neurons, or brain cells.

A variety of aerobic and high-intensity interval training exercises significantly increase BDNF levels.

There is evidence from animal research that these changes are at epigenetic level, which means these behaviors affect how genes are expressed, leading to changes in the neuronal connections and function.

Moderate exercise also seems to have anti-inflammatory effects, regulating the immune system and excessive inflammation.

This is important, given the new insight neuroscience is gaining into the potential role of inflammation in anxiety and depression.

Finally, there is evidence for the positive effects of exercise on the neurotransmitters – brain chemicals that send signals between neurons – dopamine and endorphins. Both of these are involved in positive mood and motivation.

Finally, he mentions something I’ve never thought of, and it’s a great point.

“Exercise could even potentially desensitize people to physical symptoms of anxiety.

That is because of the similarity between bodily effects of exercise, specifically high-intensity exercise, and those of anxiety, including shortness of breath, heart palpitation and chest tightness.”

I recently wrote about another cool study — Harvard researchers found that exercise lowers your risk of developing depression, even if you have a severe genetic predisposition to it.

The researchers found that 35 minutes/day was protective against developing depression. If you double that amount, your risk drops another 17%.

So what type of exercise, you ask?

Well, both high-intensity (think Peloton, gladiators, dancing, Trainspotting opening scene running etc) and lower intensity exercise (think yoga and stretching) worked.

Now the trick for us depressives? Actually, caring enough to exercise.

Here’s a question, though? Have you ever exercised and come back, feeling more depressed? So it’s worth a shot.

That being said, if it doesn’t help, don’t feel hopeless. Talk to a doctor. It may be that you — like me — need medication, too.

March 1, 2021
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“Voyage”

written by Christian Heinze

A beautiful passage from The Valley of Vision:


“Help me to live circumspectly,

with skill to convert every care into prayer,

Halo my path with gentleness and love,

smooth every asperity of temper;

let me not forget how easy it is to occasion grief;

may I strive to bind up every wound,

and pour oil on all troubled waters.

May the world this day be happier and better because I live.

Let my mast before me be the Savior’s cross,

and every incoming wave the fountain in his side.

Help me, protect me in the moving sea

until I reach the shore of unceasing praise.”


Good, huh.

Having said that, I’ve found many of the Puritan prayers in The Valley of Vision terribly depressing and exercises in self-loathing, so I’d tread carefully with that book.

Nevertheless, “Voyage” is a gem.

February 21, 2021
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12 foods for your anxiety

12 foods for your anxiety

written by Christian Heinze

Over at EatThis.com, Michele Promaulayko has a nice, SCIENCE-backed list of twelve foods that can help fight your anxiety.

a. Cashews – think ZINC.

b. Swiss Chard — think Magnesium, which can help calm you.

c. Brussel Sprouts — feeds your good gut bacteria.

d. Wild salmon — you know the answer. Omega 3.

e. Pickles — fermented, probiotic.

f. Fortified nut, rice, and soy milks — Make sure it’s fortified with Vitamin D.

g. Avocados — B vitamins.

h. Dark Chocolate — flavonoids.

i. Berries — antioxidants.

j. Tumeric — Boosts DHA in the brain.

k. Citrus Fruits — Vitamin C and increases dopamine production.

l. Green Tea — l-theanine, which is also boosts dopamine.

What I love about the list is that Promaulayko has included a research study, linking each of these foods to reduced anxiety.

This is genuine stuff.

Now, as always my disclaimer. If food doesn’t work for your anxiety, I get it. When my anxiety is bad, food does absolutely nothing (as far as I know) to help. Only medication.

But we’re all different, and great studies do suggest links between reduced anxiety and consumption of these foods, so it’s always worth a shot.

[Painting: Cezanne, Still Life with Onions and a Bottle, and literally have no idea why so many masters wasted their time and talent painting food].

February 7, 2021
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“The Father is very fond of me”

“The Father is very fond of me”

written by Christian Heinze

Brennan Manning, in The Wisdom of Tenderness:


“If you too can answer with gut-level honesty, ‘Oh yes, the Father is very fond of me,’ there comes a relaxedness and serenity, a compassionate attitude toward yourself in your brokenness, that elucidates the meaning of tenderness.”

January 28, 2021
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Rest

Rest

written by Christian Heinze

Tim Keller, in Jesus the King, on that wonderful word.


“At the end of his great act of creation, the Lord said, ‘It is finished,’ and he could rest.

On the cross at the end of his great act of redemption, Jesus said, ‘It is finished’ – and we can rest.”

November 21, 2020
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STUDY: Sometimes mindfulness can make things worse (but it helps most, but don’t feel weird if it doesn’t help you)

STUDY: Sometimes mindfulness can make things worse (but it helps most, but don’t feel weird if it doesn’t help you)

written by Christian Heinze

Mindfulness is all the rage right now.

You know, focus only on this exact moment — get really tuned into it, and forget the past and future. Just now. Just for this moment.

I really don’t know much else, because I tried it a few times, and found that not only did it feel borderline impossible, but for me, it actually made things worse.

Well, if you’re like me, you’re not alone.

A new study of studies found that about 8% of people who try mindfulness and meditation actually experience worse anxiety and depression.

The British psychologist Katie Sparks, talking to New Scientist, explains it this way: “It’s like a backlash attempt to control the mind, and this results in an episode of anxiety or depression.”

Of course, 8% is only 8%.

And research has suggested a bunch of health benefits, so this is just a small By The Way about a practice that helps a ton of people.

But just remember — if mindfulness doesn’t just work for you, but also actually makes things worse, you’re not alone.

[Photo: Pexels]

November 21, 2020
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b) have uncomfortable but honest conversations.

 

c) Reduce the stigma surrounding antidepressants, antipsychotics, and other meds God has given us as gifts.

 

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d) Sometimes (tons of times), we all feel really, really depressed in our journey. Hopefully, this site makes you feel less alone.

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