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Study identifies gut bacteria associated with some mental illness

Study identifies gut bacteria associated with some mental illness

A brand new study in JAMA Psychiatry adds to the growing list of research showing what a dramatic role gut bacteria might play in our mental health.

Specifically, this study found that those with depression, anxiety, bipolar disorder, and psychosis were more likely to have lower levels of the anti-inflammatory bacteria, faecalibacterium and coprococcus.

Meanwhile, they had higher levels of of the pro-inflammatory bacteria, Eggerthella.

The study’s first author, Viktoriya Nikolova, concluded, “we have found that there is a significant overlap between gut health and the prevalence of mental illness, specifically in relation to the predominance of certain proinflammatory bacteria compared to anti-inflammatory bacteria.”

Pretty amazing huh?

Now of course, our gut bacteria is influenced by what we eat, but this doesn’t solve the chicken-egg problem.

Are people with depression etc more likely to eat food that contributes to a poor gut microbiome? Are they more likely to go sleepless? To feel stress? All of those things can affect our gut microbiome.*

In other words, does the mental health disorder precede the development of bad gut health, or can “gut dysbiosis” actually contribute to the development of mental health disorders?

The answer is probably complicated, but theoretically, it seems the gut dysbiosis found in the article could, indeed, contribute to the development of new mental health disorders.

That’s because chronic-low grade inflammation has been linked to all kinds of mental health disorders, and thanks to the close relationship between the gut and the brain, what happens in the gut often doesn’t stay in the gut. And what happens in the brain often doesn’t stay in the brain.

There’s a bidirectionality to it.

Or as a 2019 study in Clinical and Experimental Immunology put it: “Rather than being distinct systems, there is compelling evidence for bidirectional communication between gut and brain, driven by neural, metabolic, endocrine and inflammatory mediators. An emerging concept is that depressive symptoms may be mechanistically linked to excess inflammation and dysregulation of the gut–brain axis.”

Now there are a few things to remember.

There’s a field of research and thought called “nutritional psychiatry” that is much more complicated than “you are what you eat” but is still largely based on something like “you are a lot of what you eat.”

Writing in Harvard Health, Dr. Eva Selhub notes:

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“Studies have compared “traditional” diets, like the Mediterranean diet and the traditional Japanese diet, to a typical “Western” diet and have shown that the risk of depression is 25% to 35% lower in those who eat a traditional diet. Scientists account for this difference because these traditional diets tend to be high in vegetables, fruits, unprocessed grains, and fish and seafood, and to contain only modest amounts of lean meats and dairy.

They are also void of processed and refined foods and sugars, which are staples of the “Western” dietary pattern. In addition, many of these unprocessed foods are fermented, and therefore act as natural probiotics.

This may sound implausible to you, but the notion that good bacteria not only influence what your gut digests and absorbs, but that they also affect the degree of inflammation throughout your body, as well as your mood and energy level, is gaining traction among researchers.”

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As we’ve talked about on this blog, more research is finding a link among our gut microbiome, chronic inflammation, and the development of neurodegenerative diseases.

For example, mental health disorders seem to raise the likelihood of an earlier onset of conditions like dementia and Parkinson’s, and some researchers are increasingly looking at the striking similarities between neurodegenerative diseases and depression.

But there are also tons of other things — beyond our gut microbiome — linked to our mental health. Our genetic predispositions, environment, childhood, trauma, etc., (Of course, all of those could have an effect on our microbiome but that’s another question for another day).

So, while it’s awesome to start eating in ways that reduce inflammation and promote gut health, don’t be discouraged if it doesn’t work.

There are factors playing a role far outside the realm of diet in mental health disorders.

Diet might help you. In fact, research suggests you’ve got a pretty good shot at feeling at least somewhat better on a healthier diet.

But if it doesn’t help, don’t feel discouraged that somehow your condition is beyond hope. There are lots of us who have tried healthy eating and come up, well, empty.

Nevertheless, this is a great study that shows a pretty substantial link between certain mental health outcomes and gut bacteria.

And it’s yet another wake-up call to a Christian church that is still painfully slow to acknowledge that much of the source of our mental pain comes from some medical and certainly not spiritual source.

*Here’s a good article on ways to improve your gut health.

September 20, 2021

Mental Health Links

a. New research: “Cerebro-cerebellar circuits may play a role in depression.”

b. Teach empathy in school. Cynics will scoff, “it won’t work.” Not so fast. A study found that a bullying-focused school training program reduced bullying by 40%! That’s awesome! The control group showed no change.

Bullying affects mental health. Empathy training could be a fantastic avenue to help kids.

c. New discovery might explain why ketamine works, long-term, against depression.

d. Equine therapy for PTSD? A new study shows real promise.

e. Depression is surging, along with Delta.

f. J&J gets FDA approval for a long-acting formula of a schizophrenia treatment. Patients only need injections twice/year now.

g. The link among bipolar, PTSD, and genetics for suicide.

h. “How Food Allergies Can Trigger A Serious Eating Disorder.”

Finally — a verse to remember in these fractious times.

“Remind the believer to submit to the government and its officers. They should be obedient, always ready to do what is good. They must not slander anyone and must avoid quarreling. Instead, they should be gentle and show true humility to everyone.” — Titus 2:1-1

September 18, 2021
Psalm 42 and Generalized Anxiety Disorder

Psalm 42 and Generalized Anxiety Disorder

If you’re reading this blog right now, you’re probably going through a particularly hard time, mentally, and I am, as well.

The question we ask, over and over, is ‘why,” and our theology tries to answer, but does the answer we find ever satisfy or resolve?

Emotionally, rarely.

Maybe theologically and medically. But not emotionally.

That’s why I like Psalm 42. Its despair is familiar and, thus, makes us feel less alone.

“Why are you depressed, O my soul?”

“Why are you upset?” (the Hebrew means “turmoil”).

Then later, he returns:

“Why are you depressed, O my soul?”

“Why are you upset?”

He asks “Why?” four times, and can’t find a reason.

Some flummoxed commentators wonder whether it’s because he’s in a foreign land, cut off from the temple.

Their guess is possible, but that doesn’t seem a likely explanation.

If severing is the answer, why would he ask “Why?”

He wouldn’t seem so confused at his turmoil. He’d simply say, “I’m upset because I’m cut off.”

Instead, he sounds as stumped as we do when we ask the question, “Why?”

We look at our life and can’t find anything especially overwhelming or depressing, but are still overwhelmed and depressed and ask ourselves, “Why?”

Some well-meaning Christians will try to pull something positive from the Psalmist’s despair and point out, “notice what he says next: ‘Wait for God!’

In fact, many translations are so presumptions as to use “hope” instead of “wait.”

But the New English Translation, which is unparalleled in its fealty to the original text, throws a bit of cold water on the traditional interpretation that equates “waiting” with “hopeful expectation.”

NET Bible’s notes (Emphasis added).

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“In some contexts, the person waiting is hopeful or expectant (Isaiah 42:4; Ezekial 13:6).

A number of translations use ‘hope’ (NASB, NIV, NRSV, ESV).

This makes assumptions about what the Psalmist says to himself.

The Psalmist presents a mixture of emotions and is at odds with himself.

Given his level of distress, it is very possible that he is telling himself (his soul) to just hang on and not give up, while another part of him is confident that he will have reason to praise God in the future.

The translation ‘wait for God’ invites more consideration of the possible emotional state of the Psalmist.

The nuance may be to ‘hope against hope,’ to ‘gut it out’ in faith despite not feeling hopeful.”

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In other words, translators, pastors, your local Bible study leader might think they’re doing a good service by making the cheery assumption that the Psalmist is full of hope, but that does the text a disservice.

And, strangely, it does you and me a disservice, as well.

The Bible is far more compelling when it’s recognizable, isn’t it?

And this set of verses is particularly compelling for those of us with anxiety.

We know that one of the symptoms of Generalized Anxiety Disorder is an inability to find the “why” to why we’re feeling such dread, doom, and turmoil.

Now of course we can’t go back in time and clinically diagnose the Psalmist (there’s a dispute over its author), but it seems likely he was dealing with the same inexplicable anxiety that haunts you and me.

A cry of “why” over a turmoil that swirls, for no apparent reason.

If we knew why, it would be much easier to accept and then address.

But the Psalmist doesn’t know why, either.

That leads him to deliver one of the most gut-punch lines in the Old Testament: “Day and night I have only tears for food.”

The thing that normally keeps us alive (food) has become the thing that threatens to undo us because tears have turned into our food.

The 19th century Baptist preacher, Charles Spurgeon, felt what the Psalmist, you and I have felt.

He had this to say in two sermons, “The Saddest Cry of the Cross” and “Night and Jesus Not There.”

“Quite involuntarily, unhappiness of mind, depression of spirit, and sorrow of heart will come upon you. You may be without any real reason for grief, and yet may become among the most unhappy of men.”

“There is a kind of mental darkness, in which you are disturbed, perplexed, worried, troubled – not, perhaps, about anything tangible.”

This is an anxiety disorder, and it’s treatable, but sometimes, it spikes for no apparent reason to depths we hadn’t known.

And we pray, then, “Why?”

Just as the Psalmist.

So what do we do?

Keep praying, like the Psalmist, and look for medical treatment, and until it works, “gut it out in faith despite not feeling hopeful.” Just like the Psalmist.

So until then, here’s a psychiatrist and therapist in your area.

God bless you, friend. “Despair” doesn’t do our despair justice.

But there’s always treatment, and things will turn around when you least expect it.

After all, if they turned south, for no apparent reason, when you least expected it, why can’t they turn up, in the same way?

Oh, and did I mention? Here’s a psychiatrist and therapist near you.

[Painting: Melancholia, Anselm Keifer]

September 15, 2021
The case for dance and movement-therapy

The case for dance and movement-therapy

Lana Ruvolo Grasser makes a compelling case for it in The Conversation (she focuses primarily on how it helps kids, but the benefits apply to pretty much everyone).

Grasser:

  • Body movement in and of itself is known to have a multitude of benefits – including reducing perceived stress, lowering inflammation in the body and even promoting brain health. In fact, researchers understand that the majority of our daily communication is nonverbal, and traumatic memories are encoded, or stored, in nonverbal parts of the brain. We also know that stress and trauma live in the body. So it makes sense that, through guided practices, movement can be leveraged to tell stories, embody and release emotions and help people “move” forward.
  • Dance and movement therapy sessions place an emphasis on fostering creativity and adaptability in order to help people develop greater cognitive flexibility, self-regulation and self-direction. This is especially important because research shows that early-life experiences and how children learn to cope with them can have a lasting impact on their health into adulthood.
  • …..Our research and that of others are showing that dance and movement therapy can build up children’s sense of self-worth, improve their ability to regulate their emotions and reactions and empower them to overcome obstacles.

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Of course, dancing is a form of exercise, and we’ve heard a million times how effective exercise is at combatting depression and anxiety.

That being said, a lot of people hate dancing, including myself.

And maybe you hate it, too, and it’s not for you, but it could be for those around you, right?

Last night, we showed our kids Mary Poppins for the first time. You know that penguin dance? The kids went absolutely crazy doing it.

If you like dancing, there’s a certain joy to it that regular exercise can’t recreate. I hate dancing, but can see the joy it provokes in others. Do you smile or laugh on a treadmill?

And there’s another benefit.

Dancing seems especially effective at warding off, or delaying, Alzheimer’s.

Bethesda Health explains why:

  • …..dancing produces challenges to the brain, including memory, coordination, attention, and cognition. Recalling dance movements has been shown to stimulate several areas of the brain. When neuron activity in the brain increases, it opens new pathways for thought and ideas.
  • According to Harvard Medical School, PET imaging has revealed that dance activates “identified regions of the brain that contribute to dance learning and performance.”
  • A study of 469 people over age 75 published in the New England Journal of Medicine indicated that “participation in leisure activities is associated with a reduced risk of dementia.” The study called for further evaluation but stated that “dancing was the only physical activity associated with a lower risk of dementia.”

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Makes sense, doesn’t it?

Dancing demands much more cognitive engagement than running in straight line.

Crucially, Bethesda Health also notes that it involves social engagement, which is important in fighting dementia. Running in a straight line, with your headphones, doesn’t involve social engagement.

My wife likes to dance, and I don’t.

But I can’t deny the mental and physical benefits, not to mention the fact that learning to dance would be an expression of love to her.

So maybe?

But probably not.

[Screen cap: You know the film. The beauty of It’s a Wonderful Life is that it was an incredibly dark, honest film for its time period. So much so that many actors refused to play George Bailey.

I mean, how many films in the 1940s had a lead attempting suicide?

And Stewart’s performance was incredibly real — possibly because he’d just returned from WW2 and reportedly suffered PTSD while filming.

And yes, of course, there’s the impossibly beautiful ending, but the reason why the whole film is (still) so underrated is that it moves effortlessly from comedy to darkness and back to a light that can only break after darkness.

A lot of movies do that these days (or try to), but it was fairly groundbreaking, at the time. It’s not easy to do dark and light, and especially hard to pull off deep cynicism and genuine redemption without feeling forced.

It’s not a “feel-good movie,” and it’s sad how crass it is that society has come to define it as that.

It’s more a feel-real movie. Of the highest order.]

September 6, 2021
C.S. Lewis, in a moment of catastrophizing

C.S. Lewis, in a moment of catastrophizing

After his wife tragically died, C.S. Lewis famously worried in A Grief Observed:

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“Indeed, it’s likely enough that what I shall call, if it happens, a ‘restoration of faith’ will turn out to be only one more house of cards.

And I shan’t know whether it is or not until the next blow comes.”

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In other words, even if our faith barely squeaks through this trauma, who knows about the next one?

How can we really know whether our faith is faith?

That’s one of my great fears, as well, and it’s called “catastrophizing.”

Catastrophizing is a symptom of Generalized Anxiety Disorder, and we’re good at it, aren’t we?

If you’re like me, you’re constantly searching for the worst possible test of your faith, despite a theology that believes Jesus will leave none of his children behind.

“But what if something so catastrophic happens that my faith disappears, proving I wasn’t one of his children, after all?”

Oh, I’ve imagined all the ways my faith could be shipwrecked, and if my faith is small in the best of times, how will it hold up under the worst of times?

I know it has for many, and they’ve written books about it. Great testaments to faith under extreme duress. You know, Elisabeth Elliot, Vaneetha Rendall Risner, John Foxe’s Book of Martrys.

But for me?

As Lewis says elsewhere in the book, “only torture will bring out the truth. Only under torture does he discover himself.”

We don’t know until we know.

Maybe that’s why James says, “the testing of our faith produces endurance.”

In other words, if you see the castle wall withstand wave after wave of attack, you’ll start to finally believe, “Okay, pretty solid!”

“But hold on,” someone with severe anxiety will tell himself at midnight, “Now that I think my wall is solid, just you wait. The Night King is coming on his dragon, and we all know what happened to that wall.”

I don’t want this kind of test.

The fact is — Christians are as prone to catastrophizing as anyone else, because it’s a symptom of a non-spiritual disease. I can’t emphasize that enough. It’s a symptom of a non-spiritual disease.

Christians often just catastrophize, despite our theology, about the solidity of our faith.

As C.S. Lewis did.

And to all this, there are a few things to say and do.

First, remember: Jesus is the wall of faith. If the wall were up to us, we’d be finished in one second. My faith isn’t enough. Christ’s work is.

Second, if our faith is failing, “Lord, I believe. Help thou my unbelief.”

Third, “If we are unfaithful, he remains faithful, for he cannot deny who he is.”

Now that’s the reality of what’s going on, but of course, an anxiety disorder doesn’t respect reality. It creates its own.

So all of those theological realities are good things to think of, but reality only goes so far in a mind distorted by anxiety.

That’s why we need treatment for anxiety or OCD. And there is treatment!

When my anxiety is in order, these exhausting and intrusive thoughts about my house of cards faith (and a million other things) disappear, or at least, retreat.

They can for you, too, with professional help, so talk to your doctor.

(And while you’re at it, here are a few tips at stopping catastrophic thinking, and some more tips, and some more).

Finally, I’ll add this — sometimes I tell my enormously optimistic, sanguine wife about these exhausting fears.

She’ll shake her head, smile gently, and say, “Oh babe, your brain is so mean to you. Bless you.”

And in my wife and saints like her, there lives Jesus and his words, as well.

Look for people around you who are there to listen. God shows us his love through the love of others.

September 4, 2021
A quick pitch for deep breathing

A quick pitch for deep breathing

Discover Magazine’s Timothy Meinch has a fantastic deep-dive into the world of deep breathing and its manifold health benefits.

Basically, you and I probably breathe much too quickly for our well-being.

Chronic stress can lead to shallow, quick breathing, and shallow breathing can lead to chronic stress.

And of course, we all know chronic stress can contribute to or even provoke just about every malady under the sun.

Here’s the money extract:

“If you pushed through to achieve that full exhale a moment ago, you might have noticed a prolonged, satisfying inhale immediately followed. Do it on repeat for a simple practice of deeper, slower breathing. In your body, this biologically signals “all is well” to the brain and a full cast of players. The heart rate slows; the vagus nerve engages, which is a vital component in the rest-and-restore parasympathetic nervous system; and the brain releases your feel-good serotonin and dopamine hormones.”

Meinch adds that “Various research has connected conscious breath work to treating symptoms of anxiety, sleep apnea, PTSD, chronic pain and depression.”

Read the whole thing. It’s excellent.

Now….

Healthline has a tremendous overview of “belly breathing” or “abdominal breathing.”

They point to research showing it can help with IBS, depression, anxiety, insomnia, blood pressure, heart rate, PTSD, and even your core muscle stability.

Interestingly, it can also help you avoid injuring certain muscles.

Here’s why — when you don’t use your diaphragm properly, you can develop conditions that cause the lungs to lose their elasticity.

Consequently, you unwittingly start using your chest, back, and neck muscles to help you breathe, and that puts unnecessary pressure on them.

Improper breathing can therefore lead to musculoskeletal problems, as well.

So what’s a shallow breather to do?

Healthline has steps for Diaphragm Breathing.

Basically.

-Lie in a comfortable position

-Relax

-Put your hand on your stomach and chest

-Breathe in through your nose for two seconds, and try to keep your chest still. Your stomach should be the doing the moving.

-Finally, “Purse your lips, press gently on your stomach, and exhale slowly for about two seconds.”

Then do it again. Try 10 minutes to start.

There are other breathing exercises you can try. Click here for them.

Now…….

A few things to mention.

You might struggle with some anxiety when you start.

When I try deep breathing, I tend to get anxious. I’m too self-aware, I wonder if I’m doing it right, I think I actually might breathe faster.

You might feel the same.

That’s why it’s important to give it more than just one or two tries. The longer you do it, the more relaxed you’ll be, doing it. And that’s the point.

Second, Brennan Manning once suggested deep breathing with the phrase, “Father, I belong to you.” Breathe in on “Father,” and exhale on, “I belong to you.” I’ve found profound comfort in deep breathing with that phrase.

It’s a surprise, then, that I don’t do it more often.

And that’s because it’s hard work. It’s hard work to take 10-20 minutes to lie on your bed, in the quiet, and just breathe.

But your body and mind will thank you.

[Photo: Cadaques, Spain, a coastal town in Spain that inspired Dali and numerous artists. If you want to try deep breathing, it would be nice to do it from a boat, just off the coast of Cadaques. But if that’s not possible, I suppose your bed will do].

September 2, 2021
Kay Warren: “Mental illness is part of our body”

Kay Warren: “Mental illness is part of our body”

Saddleback Church’s Kay Warren lost her son to suicide eight years ago, and since then, has devoted much of her time to raising awareness of mental health in the church through the Saddleback’s Hope for Mental Health Initiative.

Last week, she spoke about mental health at the Evangelical Press Association Christians Media Convention, and delivered this vital message.

Warren, according to the Christian Post:

“Nobody wants to be thought of as having a mental health challenge…..Mental illness is part of our body; it’s part of the physical part of our body. And when you can let people know that it’s not a sin to be sick and your church is a … safe place to bring your brokenness, then we’re beginning to remove the stigma.”

Now…. as we know, Jesus broke health stigmas left and right, and yet the Christian church (particularly the evangelical Christian church) seems to be one of the final institutions in the United States, still stigmatizing mental health.

There are plenty of reasons for this, but a particularly pernicious one is that we’ve preached a Victorious Christianity where our spiritual salvation isn’t just about spiritual salvation, but some kind of “physical-life-salvation,” about the American Dream and living “your best life now.” It’s heresy.

And it’s very difficult for Christians, struggling with depression, anxiety, OCD etc., to feel welcome in these kinds of environments and why should we?

If Christianity is defined by Victory in Life, then I’ve shown up at the wrong building.

And that’s exactly how a lot of us feel.

The Christian Post notes that a 2014 poll found 25% of Christians had either stopped attending churches or switched based on that church’s attitude towards mental health.

In his book chronicling his own battle with depression and anxiety (read our interview here), Christian philosopher J.P. Moreland wrote about delivering a guest sermon at a large California church.

During first service, he explicitly mentioned he took antidepressants and then frankly discussed the reality of depression.

Before second service, an elder pulled him aside, and strictly warned him not to speak about it again.

Moreland, of course, was never invited back.

But I’m sure that his courage changed the life of some poor travelers that morning, who might have called their doctor the next morning.

(Speaking of which, here’s a psychiatrist and therapist near you).

One final note: Warren also pushed Christian churches in another really important direction — we need to provide referrals to qualified mental health professionals in the area.

That’s absolutely critical.

Pastors have degrees of divinity, not psychiatry. They’re very different fields. We wouldn’t expect a pastor treat a knee injury.

The greatest thing a pastor can do is talk publicly about their own struggles with mental health (see some courageous examples here, here, here, and here), and refer patients to professionals.

Oh, and as a bonus, a pastor could hang up the picture below in their office.

It’s an MRI showing a key difference in the cingulo-opercular network of the brain between folks who have OCD and those who don’t (based on this study).

Imagine a Christian struggling with OCD, visiting her pastor, scanning the wall, and finding this, framed. Woohoo!

That might sound weird and completely inappropriate to alpha happy Christians.

But to me, to us, to the weary, to the “weird,” it sounds like home.

August 31, 2021
Eswine: One of the most challenging things for Christians with depression

Eswine: One of the most challenging things for Christians with depression

Zack Eswine, in his seminal book Spurgeon’s Sorrows, nails it when he explains why Christians often deal with an added layer of depression: “It is hard enough to get through the day without adding the displeasure of God to the trauma that already trounces us.”

And of course, since depression steers us on the course to pessimism in every aspect of our life, guess how we’re probably going to think of our relationship with God?

Eswine:

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“Religion offers both a challenge and a help to those who suffer mental disorders. This challenge surfaces when preachers assume that depression is always and only a sin. They pour gasoline on the fire and wonder why it rages rather than calms those they try to help.

….At its core, spiritual depression concerns real or imagined desertions by God. We feel in our senses that he is angry with us, or we have done something to forfeit his love, or he has toyed with us and left us on a whim. Either way, he exists for others but not for us.”

….Suffering one form of depression makes the addition of others harder to bear….if someone struggles already with biological or circumstantial depression, they are more vulnerable to spiritual sorrows. It is hard enough to get thru the day without adding the displeasure of God to the trauma that already trounces us.”

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Exactly.

And that’s why it’s absolutely vital to discuss the medical components of depression, which is why this site devotes so much time to it.

If, for example, your gut bacteria leads to chronic inflammation that extends to the brain and contributes to depression — that’s not God abandoning you! That’s not sin. That’s gut bacteria.

Here’s a big picture of gut bacteria.

That’s not a picture of God, turning his face from you.

And here’s an excellent study on the gut-brain axis that’s associated with anxiety and depression.

The church needs to understand this, I need to internalize it, perhaps you already believe it and need to internalize it, as well.

It can save physical lives, mental lives, it can revive our spiritual lives.

Of course, it’s vital we keep tabs on our relationship with God, but for mental health issues, the first thing to do is follow our medicinal therapy, exercise, form social support, go to therapy.

All those things that have been proven to help reduce depressive symptoms.

Our spirituality will always be a component of our mental health, but as Eswine notes, for Christians, it can go both ways.

Christianity can be of particular help because, well, you know because. It’s our great hope. It’s the thing that lives and moves in us more than anything.

But if we have a medical condition and impute its symptoms onto God’s character, well that’s a really tough challenge to handle.

I’ll end with one of my favorite quotes from Brennan Manning: “God doesn’t just love you. He likes you.”

Do you believe that? Jesus calls us his friends. People like their friends. Even better, God calls us his children.

So if you feel some kind of oppressive, inexplicable depression, remember this picture of gut bacteria.

If you consider the implications, then you might look at it as something beautiful as a Cezanne. Or maybe not.

August 30, 2021

Mental health links

a. The BBC: One woman’s battle with anorexia before her wedding day. It’s really moving. I don’t talk enough about anorexia on this blog. That’s going to change.

b. Post-covid, depression and anxiety are exploding in young people. A lack of social support and disruption of routines are huge components. That’s why we need to get control of this pandemic, and everyone should do his or her part in this war. Christians should be known for our love, our self-sacrifice, and if that means taking a vaccine we don’t think we need for our neighbor, then well, that’s the loving thing to do. (I probably just lost some readers with that).

c. Ryan Reynolds talks about his anxiety: “There’s a lot of insomnia, there’s a lot of sleepless nights where you’re laying awake over-analyzing everything.”

d. For many Asians, talking about mental health is dangerous. Here’s a brave story, along with an explanation of why Asian cultures tend to be reluctant to address the illness.

e. Kit Harrington (aka Jon Snow) talks about his battle with alcoholism and depression:  “You get to a place where you feel like you are a bad person, you feel like you are a shameful person. And you feel that there’s no way out, that’s just who you are.”

f. NY Times: Living with OCD in a Pandemic.

g. How to help someone living with schizophrenia.

h. All 17 Sonic Youth albums ranked, from worst to best. (Wait, how did that get in here).

And… finally, one of my favorite (not a Sonic Youth song. Obviously).

The late hymnist George Matheson:

Oh love that will not let me go
I rest my weary soul in thee
I give thee back the life I owe
That in thine ocean depths its flow
May richer, fuller be

Oh light that followest all my way
I yield my flickering torch to thee
My heart restores its borrowed ray
That in thy sunshine’s blaze its day
May brighter, fairer be

Oh joy that seekest me through pain
I cannot close my heart to thee
I trace the rainbow through the rain
And feel the promise is not vain
That morn shall tearless be

Oh cross that liftest up my head
I dare not ask to fly from thee
I lay in dust’s life’s glory dead
And from the ground there blossoms red
Life that shall endless be

August 28, 2021
STUDY: Fluvoxamine and Covid

STUDY: Fluvoxamine and Covid

Scientists have been musing about the possibility of the SSRI fluvoxamine (Luvox) to treat Covid-19 since last year, and if you want the full skinny on why, I wrote about it earlier this year.

Basically, fluvoxamine (and many other SSRI’s) seem good at reducing important inflammatory markers that go nuts when Covid goes nuts and produces the infamous ctyokine storm.

One of the most important, offending markers is interleukin-6, and fluvoxamine seems particularly good at suppressing IL-6.

That’s only part of the mechanism, but a crucial part, and for the past year, I’ve googled IL-6 for just about every medicine, supplement, and food I imbibe.

And yeah, turns out Luvox is the standout among SSRI’s (although other antidepressants also do a good job at reducing inflammation).

The Science Times:

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In a massive, randomized clinical trial performed with thousands of patients over the last six months, McMaster University tested eight different treatments for COVID-19 against a control group to explore what’s effective.

Out of tall eight treatments, one medication stood out-fluvoxamine. This is an antidepressant that the Food and Drug Administration has already to be “safe to use and cheap to produce as a generic drug.”

These new findings follow some promising results in small-scale trials published in the Journal of the American Medical Association in 2020. In those smaller studies, scientists discovered that fluvoxamine was strikingly good at decreasing hospitalization for COVID-19 patients, although small-scale trials can at times turn up spurious positive results. Therefore, those findings were evidently tempered by many caveats.

The study, titled “TOGETHER study” is quite larger, involving over 3,000 patients across the entire research, with 800 participants belonging to the fluvoxamine group, and backs the promising outcomes from those past studies.

Patients who received fluvoxamine within a few days from getting tested positive for COVID-19 were found to be 31 percent less likely to end up on a ventilator.

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Now I’ve written a lot about how reluctant American Christians are these days to trust pharmaceutical companies.

The distrust is a sad, but real phenomenon, considering that these companies are populated by wonderful people, trying to cure diseases and make our lives better.

But, if you’re still distrustful, to hopefully put your mind at ease, this isn’t a “money-making” pharma opportunity, because fluvoxamine is a generic drug now.

And generics aren’t big money-makers.

That being said, always talk to your doctor before starting anything.

Luvox is a first-line medicinal treatment for OCD, so naturally I’ve tried it, and I had a poor reaction to it.

But it’s considered a very good, tolerable drug, and wouldn’t it be remarkable if it really were this effective against Covid?

Here’s a really good, thorough read on how fluvoxamine emerged as such a potentially potent treatment for Covid.

P.S. Elevated Il-6 has been implicated in numerous autoimmune and inflammatory conditions, due to its signal of chronic inflammation. It’s also been implicated in the development of Alzheimer’s and other bete-noires of the body.

Drugs can help treat elevated Il-6, and lifestyle choices affect it, as well.

Here’s a particularly good explainer of IL-6, including some good ways to reduce levels, based on great studies.

Key things: Get a good sleep, nutrient dense diet, get enough Vitamin D, take care of your teeth, exercise moderately, maintain normal body weight (no obesity or anorexia), reduce stress, and get enough Omega3’s.

August 28, 2021
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