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Spurgeon: “The strong are not always courageous”

Spurgeon: “The strong are not always courageous”

written by Christian Heinze

The 19th century Baptist preacher, Charles Spurgeon, who battled depression (read this book for a fantastic look at both his life and his mood disorder), once said.

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“The strong are not always vigorous, the wise not always ready, the brave not always courageous, and the joyous not always happy.”

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Two things on this.

One, we know this mirrors both Jesus’ and Paul’s teaching.

Jesus, who often subverted the human conception of things, always spoke of the small and weak in terms of the great and first, and of course, Paul spoke frequently of how his weakness was, paradoxically, his strength.

Humans idolize a different kind of strength.

But the strongest people I’ve known are the ones who get up, day after day, being called “weak” and thinking of themselves as weak.

It’s much easier to live our lives when people call us strong. Imagine pushing through when others call you weak. That’s true strength.

Second, Spurgeon’s comment is a call to humility, above all else.

Let’s say we consider ourselves “strong,” or wise, and the world even applauds us as such.

But we won’t always be those things, because God alone is strong and wise, and any strength or wisdom we might have is pure grace.

If you’re one of the mentally strong ones, it was purely a gift. If you’re wise, that was a gift, too.

When we see that, then we can’t be anything but humble, because we know that God could withdraw both in an instance (and often has).

So, as Paul, says, “What right do we have to boast?”

This blog is both for those with mood disorders and, also, if someone stumbles across here who doesn’t struggle, it’s important to remember that a placid mind is a gift from God, and therefore, dismissing or mocking or ignoring these conditions is….not cool.

Or, as William Penn better said, “Oh Lord, help us not despise what we do not understand.”

You and I don’t despise those with mental illness, because we experience it! We know exactly how punishing it is.

But there are things I haven’t experienced, and plenty of things I’m inclined to despise, and it’s both arrogant and sinful for me to despise anything or anyone.

This is a particularly gruesome moment in the American evangelical church, where it has decided to engage in spiteful arrogance, and has forgotten that the world is not our enemy, but our mission field.

Instead of seeing hurt and pain and humans and ourselves in the face of everyone (as Jesus did), we see something else, and this is a tragic dereliction of our duty — to go into the good world preaching the GOOD news.

We’re to be emissaries of mercy and kindness, not wrath and judgment.

This is why there are so many “ex-vangelicals,” the term for young people leaving or not identifying with evangelicalism. Not because “the Word isn’t preached,” as so many claim, but because at a mass level, evangelicals are not living the word.

Love the Lord and love our neighbor.

It’s both as simple and difficult as that, and only when we see our own deep sin will we stop fixating on others’.

Well, I digressed a bit there, didn’t I?

But actually, this is all related, because Spurgeon’s quote is essentially about humility, which is sorely lacking in the church today (and myself!), and has implications for the viability of the evangelical church as we know it, going forward.

And of course, implications for our own lives and hearts.

One of my favorite Christian songs is Matt Maher’s “Let there be peace,” and its refrain is: “Let there be peace, and let it start with me.”

That line is not about a peaceful state of mind (i.e. mental health and the feel-good neurotransmitter, serotonin). It’s about living in peace with everyone.

And Oh God, yes, let it start with me.

January 5, 2022
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Mental Health Links

written by Christian Heinze

ANXIETY:

a. Can Anxiety Cause Bad Dreams? Dr. Jason Durant notes, “We do know from research that the brain continues to work on solving problems during sleep. This is likely to be true for the anxious mind, only with more emotionally challenging scenes playing out.”

b. How anxiety affects nutrient absorption. Hint: Not good. Which makes things even harder for those with an eating disorder. Get help for eating disorders here.

c. STUDY: “Common osteoporosis drug associated with increased rates of depression and anxiety.” Alendronate therapy is the offending treatment.

d. A new study suggests that the plant-derived substance beta-sitosterol may help reduce anxiety. Common sources: avocado, nuts like pisatchios, almonds, canola oil, and some cereals and grains. Of course, there are beta-sitosterol supplements, but those can have severe side effects for certain people.

e. A University of Arizona study reminds us of the stress grocery store workers face, dealing with the constant overhang of Covid.

God help these heroes on the front-lines, and let’s help, too, by doing all we can to help protect those on the front-lines. Pro mask, socially distance, vax here (probably just lost some readers, but oh dear Lord, the church in the U.S. has lost its way on our response to Covid and idolization of “American rights” over loving our neighbor).

f. Interesting, the “1-2-3 Change Model.” Stepping outside your comfort zone, without triggering panic.

g. Psychology Today: “The History of Stress.” The whole thing is interesting, but notes that in 1936, Hans Seyle “discovered that after a rat was exposed to a stressor, a typical ‘syndrome’ appeared which was not related to the physical damage done by the stressor.”

Much later, he elaborated on this in more pioneering work. Great read.

DEPRESSION:

a. How do people manage their depression over the holidays? A new study shows 45% of people say spending time alone helps them the most.

Why does holiday depression spike? Participants cited financial issues, the loss of a family member or close friend, and comparing themselves to those around them who seem happier.

(With those raw results, it’s not hard to speculate on some reasons why those issues might worsen over the holidays. You spend more money (financial difficulties), you often gather with family — some of whom are missing, either from death or friction — and you get lots and lots of holiday cards in the mail of the perfect families).

b. Under new guidelines, the NHS will suggest therapy before medication. Remember, though, every case is different and studies have shown (for example, here) that combining therapy and medication are most successful at reducing symptoms.

c. U.K. researchers are trying to figure out if stem cells from teeth can treat depression. The theory? That they could “encourage the formation of new nerve cells in the brain.”

d. STUDY: Vitamin B12 deficiency could increase risk of depression in the elderly.

e. STUDY: Oxygen treatments seem to reduce symptoms of depression. Studies have suggested improvements for neurological conditions, as well.

f. In a PhD program? A new study suggests doctoral students are 2x more likely to report symptoms of severe anxiety than working professionals. They also had higher levels of depression.

g. The New Yorker: “Ketamine Therapy is going mainstream: Are we ready?”

EATING DISORDERS:

a. WSJ: “How TikTok inundates teens with eating-disorder videos.” And Instagram’s crackdown is a farce. This is absolutely tragic. About 26% of people with eating disorders attempt suicide, according to ANAD. You can read one of the seminal academic meta-studies here, in JAMA.

b. Experts offer suggestions for managing eating disorders triggers during the holidays.

c. Studies from Canada, The United States, and Australia show dramatic increases in cases of anorexia during the Covid era. How to recognize and help.

d. “Why Some Men Are Reluctant To Open Up About Eating Disorders.” As with other mental health conditions, the stigma for men is particularly deep and is particularly associated with perceptions about ideal masculinity.

PTSD:

a. Psychology Today: Dr. Michael Scheeringa highlights the best (and worst) studies on trauma in 2021.

b. PTSD is consistently underdiagnosed and undertreated among older adults.

c. The NHS forecasts an additional 230,000 cases of PTSD in England from Covid. Prevalence highest among care workers, the bereaved, and domestic abuse victims.

SCHIZOPHRENIA:

a. The stigma behind the name of the diagnosis “schizophrenia” is substantial, the New York Times notes. Some are calling for a name-change. “The term ‘schizophrenia’ hasn’t evolved with the treatment,” one advocate notes.

That’s an important point. Both Japan and South Korea have already adopted new names for schizophrenia. Will the United States soon follow?

b. New STUDY: “Clues to treatment of schizophrenia and bipolar disorder found in recently evolved region of the ‘dark genome’.” The finding might lead to better treatment options for both conditions.

c. A Vanderbilt team has “identified a protein in the central nervous system, known as mGlu1, as a potential target for novel treatments of schizophrenia.”

d. How do we improve outcomes in late-life schizophrenia?

Verse: “Lord, you know the hopes of the hopeless. Surely you will hear their cries and comfort them.” — Psalm 10:18.

If you’re not finding that comfort, talk to your doctor. It’s not faulty spirituality, but a medical condition. God uses many things to comfort us, and that can include medication and therapy.

Find a psychiatrist here.

Find a therapist here.

Verse: “There is wonderful joy ahead, even though you must endure many trials for a little while.” — I Peter 1:6.

This little while can seem like a long while, I know. It sure has to me. But keep going. Get help.

2022 is starting, and as Andrew Peterson sings, “When the voices in your mind are anything but kind, and you can’t believe your Father knows best. I love you just the way you are….you can’t expect to be perfect, it’s a fight you’ve got to forfeit. You belong to me whatever you do.”

December 30, 2021
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Meece: “I will lift the pieces of my heart to you”

written by Christian Heinze

David Meece, circa 1993, a gorgeous melody, to boot.

Meece is one of my favorite Christian singers, not only because he’s an extraordinary pianist and tremendous songwriter, but also because he gets it.

He grew up with an alcoholic father who crippled his self-worth and confidence, and that sense of sadness and abandonment permeates many of his best songs.

He doesn’t try to halleluiah away the hurt. And yet he ultimately always writes, knowing that, as Spurgeon said, “The eternal arms shall be lower than you are.”

“Brokenness”

In my brokenness

In my hour of darkness

I will lift my hands and worship you

In my brokenness

In my time of sadness

I will lift my voice and praise to you

Time stands still

as I kneel down before you

Life draws near

like waves upon the shore, you touch me

In my brokenness

In these whispering shadows

I will lift the pieces of my heart to you

December 29, 2021
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STUDY: Rosacea linked to depression, anxiety

STUDY: Rosacea linked to depression, anxiety

written by Christian Heinze

A new study of studies in the Journal of Affective Disorders finds a bidirectional relationship between the skin condition, rosacea, and anxiety and depression.

According to the study, rosacea is “significantly associated with with depression and anxiety, and rosacea may predispose patients to develop depression and anxiety.“

There are actually four types of rosacea, but the most visible type manifests itself in blushing and visible blood vessels in your face (Click here for some examples of what it looks like. Some famous folks who have it include Prince William, Bill Clinton, Cynthia Nixon, and Cameron Diaz).

I’ve known some folks with rosacea, and yes, they tell me their skin starts flushing on a dime when their anxious, and that makes them even more anxious and the whole things spirals, leading to low self-esteem and social avoidance.

But this new study of studies also shows that having anxiety or depression can actually predispose you to developing rosacea.

By what mechanism?

Researchers aren’t sure, but since rosacea is an inflammatory disorder and depression and anxiety are closely linked with inflammation, that could be the link.

Interestingly, researchers also found a relationship between inflammatory bowel disease (IBD such as Crohn’s and Ulcerative Colitis, and conditions like Celiac) and rosacea. Which makes sense, considering the inflammatory component.

During the time I developed my own Crohn’s, I started getting extremely dry eyes, which is rare for a male in his 30s.

I was diagnosed with one version of rosacea (ocular rosacea) which is rarely visible, but man, it makes your eyes dry.

“What’s a little dry eyes?” you might ask. Well, you know the feeling when a twig or eyelash is stuck in your eye? Like that, except it’s 24/7 during winter months, and you drench your eyes with drops and that twig stands firm like Twig Gibraltar and you eventually just shut your eyes and wish you could tear them out. It sucks.

Anyhow, EverydayHealth has skin-care tips for people with rosacea, Healthline has some natural solutions, and of course, there’s always medication you can talk to your doctor about.

Here’s a helpful article on diet and rosacea, which again, supports the idea that the gut-brain connection is important.

I want to end by saying that there are some Christians who might dismiss just how bad your rosacea might make you feel, emotionally, or how it might want to make you avoid social situations.

Don’t listen to them.

They don’t know how bad anxiety is, and they don’t know how tough it is to have comorbid rosacea.

The Proverbs has a lot to say about leaving the fool to their folly, and when the Born Alpha Optimist is dismissive of any of your conditions, that’s on them. Jesus was full of compassion for both physical and mental suffering. In fact, he treated pain of any kind as sacred, and by that, of immense importance to the human condition.

If your rosacea is getting you down, talk to your doctor, read those articles above for more information, and you can always consult a therapist or psychiatrist about how to manage living with the anxiety or depression of it.

Also, I’m a big believer in the support discussion boards can offer, so here’s a Reddit one for rosacea.

December 28, 2021
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“Immanuel” and “Jesus”

“Immanuel” and “Jesus”

written by Christian Heinze

“She will give birth to a son and they will call him Immanuel, which means ‘God with us”.

“You are to name him Jesus, for he will save his people from their sins.” — Matthew 1

What’s the oldest question — the one that’s traveled the globe, time and culture?

“Is God there?”

Before we can worship God, we wonder. And sometimes, even while we worship, we wonder: Is God there? 

Well, God begins his revelation through Jesus Christ by answering our deepest question, and his answer isn’t long or wordy.

In fact, he answers our question simply with a name. How elegant and concise.  We answer questions in sentences and books. He does it with a name.

Immanuel. God with us.

When he unrolls the birth certificate, it’s as if he’s saying:

Let’s get your big question out of the way. Yes, I’m with you. You want proof? Look at what my Son will be called. God with you.

He knows it’s the most important question, because the other questions matter less when we know the answer to the question of whether God is with us.

There’s a little more.

Immanuel is an authoritative “yes,” but anything bluntly authoritative run the risks of sounding stern.

There is, however, a kindness and empathy at work that makes “Immanuel” much more than a “Yes, I’m here.”

God answers the question our hearts want answered. It’s not just functional, it’s not just the answer we need to hear. It’s the one we want to hear.

In short, he knows us.

He’s not just here, absent-minded or indifferent. He’s truly here. He’s truly here the way a parent is truly there because they know their child’s deepest wishes without having to poke or prod.

God’s heard our cries in the dark, and because he knows that is our deepest, most enduring question, that’s his first gift.  

God is giving his Son a name based on our longings and not his own. He knows he’s with us. Now we do too.

Now there’s one more thing about the “Is God with Us?” question.

Our question is rarely set in academic terms.

Yes, we might sometimes toss it around as an object of reserved interest, but you and I ask it, more often, from a place of doubt or despair.

Even Job and David, who knew God was there, asked if he was there.

They asked – not because they doubted God’s presence – but because they doubted his goodness. It wasn’t a crisis of faith. It was a crisis of faith in God’s goodness.

And so, when it was time for christening, God gives his Son one more name to address those doubts about God’s goodness.

“Jesus.”

And Jesus means “Deliverer,” and it makes the first name wonderful.

If the Son of God were simply named, “God with us,” who knows whether that’s a good or bad thing?

“Immanuel” itself is an answer to a question, but there’s a question mark that remains – what is Immanuel like?

Well, God clears up any lingering questions about the first name by telling us he’ll be called “Jesus.” Our deliverer.

Immanuel and Jesus. The first says God is here. The second says that God is here for us.

In a way, the names of Jesus give you all you need to know for salvation and life.

In fact, the next time you pray, try this.

Pray “Immanuel” and you’re acknowledging God’s presence in your life, and then “Jesus” to remind yourself he’s for your life in a way that no one else could ever be.

Those two names take you as far as you could imagine, because names can mean so much more than we think.

In college, I traded emails with a girl I liked from class, and while of course I read everything she wrote, I always found myself lingering on her digital signature.

She lived in the letters of her name.

I felt everything beautiful about her simply by seeing her name on a computer screen. And I knew that in the moment she signed her name, she was telling me, “This is from me to you.”

And when you’re hungry for anything from the one you love, “This is from me to you,” means the world.

Well, this is God’s “from me to you” moment.

It is his signature, and it is marked with celebration.

It is purely for us, alone, and for us, forever.

Immanuel and Jesus.

Merry Christmas!

[Photo: In the Wild North, Shishkin]

December 24, 2021
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It’s Christmas and Jesus once got a “no,” too

It’s Christmas and Jesus once got a “no,” too

written by Christian Heinze

Vaneetha Risner, in her oh-so-excellent book, The Scars that Have Shaped Me, notes that Jesus is familiar with this sorrow.

Writing of Jesus’ plea that his cup of suffering pass, if possible:

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“The Father said ‘no’ to the Son. And that brought about the greatest good in all of history. God is not capricious.

If he says ‘no’ to our requests, he has a reason – perhaps ten thousands.

We may never know the reasons in this life, but one day we’ll see them all.

For now, we must trust that his refusals are always his mercies to us.”

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There’s a part of me (the majority part) that, of course, hates that. I hate God’s refusals. They’re dispiriting, depressing, and we wonder how they could actually come from God.

But faith in God isn’t just about faith in God. It’s faith in his goodness.

If you’ve given up on that goodness this Christmas, he hasn’t.

On Christmas Eve, I’m going to write something truer to the night Jesus was born than the night that he suffered, but I don’t want to ignore the fact that we know the holiday period worsens symptoms for 64% of people who struggle with mental health.

And it’s often, I think, because of the disconnect between the lives and messages we see around us, and our own spirit inside.

There are so many “God, why?’ moments in life, and they often get louder as Christmas joy spreads wider.

A woman told the National Alliance of Mental Health, “The holiday season beams a spotlight on everything that is difficult about living with depression. The pressure to be joyful and social is tenfold.”

My own darkest depression hit me just before Christmas, a few decades ago.

Having said all that, Christmas is my favorite time of year. Not because of getting together with family or food or anything.

But because I can still find the childlike wonder of snowglobes that promise a magical life, if only you could shrink yourself. And so I shrink myself to the portals of my youth that disappeared long ago.

And then, I hear a carol late at night, and remember, “Immanuel,” God is with us. And one day we will be with him, and suddenly life has life again. Not bouncing for joy life. But “I’ll keep going because this moment has reminded me of what all moments will be, one day.”

And I’ll write about that later this week, on Christmas Eve.

But if you’re feeling helplessly caught in a Christmas after Christmas loop of mental battles…

Here’s a psychiatrist near you.

And a therapist.

The National Suicide Lifeline is at 1-800-273-8255.

And remember, Jesus before the cross: “This is my body, which is given for you.” He’s still here, too.

December 22, 2021
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STUDY: Histamine might play a role in depression

STUDY: Histamine might play a role in depression

written by Christian Heinze

Yet another study that gets at the “inflammation plays a big role in depression” hypothesis, and this time, it has to do with the release of histamine.

You already know this, but when we’re having an allergic response to anything, our immune system fights it by releasing histamine.

It’s a protective measure, and utterly vital for a properly functioning body, but sometimes it can start a chain reaction of crazy things (read here for that mechanism) that leads to allergies and other stuff under the hood that’s bad for us, as well.

It also can provoke high levels of inflammation throughout the body.

Chronic inflammation is a well-known risk factor for developing depression, and just about every other mental health disorder.

In fact, Dr. Charles Raison at Wisconsin wrote in 2018 (emphasis added): “Far from being specific to any one mental illness, or a sub-population within a mental illness, inflammation turned out to be a common denominator and likely risk factor for every manner of psychiatric disturbance, from schizophrenia to obsessive compulsive disorder, from mania to depression.”

That, for example, is just one of the reasons why researchers speculate that exercise, meditation, certain foods, and yes, antidepressants, can all help alleviate depressive symptoms — their effect on inflammation (among many other things).

(It’s important to note that, as Dr. Raison wrote in 2018, studies show that depression and other mental health challenges can’t entirely be explained by inflammation, and that we still can’t entirely explain them fully, scientifically, because they’re so enormously complex).

But…a recent study from researchers at Imperial College London and the University of South Carolina finds yet another way inflammation seems to affect depression — histamine release.

Here’s the very short version, and I would read Science Daily’s write-up for the longer, more comprehensive explanation.

Researchers used mice (of course) to test the idea that SSRI’s effect on serotonin (the neurotransmitter that helps regulate, among other things, our emotions) might be blunted by an interaction between neurotransmitters which include serotonin and histamine.

So they injected some mice with a toxin, provoking inflammation, and the control group mice got off mercifully with a placebo.

The mice who got the inflammatory toxin saw their serotonin levels immediately drop, whereas the control group’s serotonin level remained constant.

Now here’s the fascinating thing (if you haven’t stopped reading because you’re not into this type of thing).

The inflammatory injection was unable to cross the blood-brain barrier, meaning it could only affect serotonin another way.

And they found it was through histamine.

The inflammatory response triggered histamine in the brain, and that’s what seemed to lead to the reduction in serotonin levels.

I won’t bore you further, but I will.

Science Daily notes that the researchers gave the depressed, histamine flooded mice SSRI’s, but unfortunately, their levels of serotonin still didn’t rise to the level of the control group’s.

However, when the researchers gave them anti-histamines, suddenly, the inflammatory mice saw their serotonin levels rise back to the level of the control group’s.

In other words, the anti-histamines seemed to restore the feel-good neurotransmitter back to normal levels.

Now….. it’s really important to note that you shouldn’t reach for benadryl for your depression, because the anti-histamines researchers administered affected the whole body, and antihistamines for seasonal allergies only affect histamine’s effects on neurons.

Nevertheless, the potential impact is profound — both for future research and understanding depression itself.

The study authors urge more research into histamine’s role in depression, and of course, the possibility that a new drug could work on histamine in the brain to help fight depression (or at least make SSRI’s more effective).

The study’s lead author, Dr. Parastoo Hashemi, tells Science Daily:

 “Inflammation could play a huge role in depression, and there is already strong evidence that patients with both depression and severe inflammation are the ones most likely not to respond to antidepressants.

“Our work shines a spotlight on histamine as a potential key player in depression. This, and its interactions with the ‘feel-good molecule’ serotonin, may thus be a crucial new avenue in improving serotonin-based treatments for depression.”

As a site dedicated to the message — Mental health is not reflection of spiritual health — this is yet another of scores of data points, reinforcing that.

(Of course, I can already hear deniers say, “The stress from an adulterous relationship could lead to chronic stress, inflammation, and therefore depression” and of course circumstances do play a role, but I suspect that’s not what’s going on with the vast majority of the millions of Christians and nonChristians who battle these diseases.)

There are a million more likely causes for the inflammation in our bodies. Completely amoral ones.

Like, did we eat deli meat for lunch today? I think there are more people, stopping for a quick inflammatory lunch, or working insanely hard to meet a stressful noon deadline, or operating on less than 8 hours of sleep than driving off for a lunchtime rendezvous at Red Roof Inn.

And that’s not even getting into genetics and the millions (hyperbolically) of other things involved, both known and unknown, in the development and persistence of mental health disorders.

P.S. The Atlantic had a fascinating piece on the mechanistic relationship between allergies and anxiety a few years ago, as well.

[Painting: Monet, Fields in Spring. Of course, histamine can be released by many things, but that field…..]

December 21, 2021
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Mullins: “Won’t you be my Prince of Peace?”

written by Christian Heinze

For depressed or anxious Christians, perhaps the most beautiful line, “You have been my King of Glory, won’t you be my Prince of Peace?”

It’s so much easier for us to believe God is a King of Glory than our Prince of Peace, isn’t it? And so that’s our prayer.

Please be our prince of peace.

Rich Mullin’s, “Hold me, Jesus”:

Well, sometimes, my life just don’t make sense at all
When the mountains look so big
And my faith just seems so small

So hold me Jesus cause I’m shaking like a leaf
You have been King of my glory
Won’t you be my Prince of Peace?

And I wake up in the night and feel the dark
It’s so hot inside my soul
I swear there must be blisters on my heart

So hold me, Jesus, cause I’m shaking like a leaf
You have been King of my glory
Won’t you be my Prince of Peace

Surrender don’t come natural to me
I’d rather fight you for something I don’t really want
Than to take what you give that I need

And I’ve beat my head against so many walls
Now I’m falling down, I’m falling on my knees

And this Salvation Army band is playing this hymn
And Your grace rings out so deep
It makes my resistance seem so thin

So hold me, Jesus, cause I’m shaking like a leaf
You have been King of my glory
Won’t you be my Prince of Peace

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If you’re feeling gloomy this holiday season, help is close.

Here’s a psychiatrist close to you.

And a therapist.

December 18, 2021
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NY Times: Omicron triggers anxiety, depression across world

NY Times: Omicron triggers anxiety, depression across world

written by Christian Heinze

There have been scores of articles about Covid-19’s role in triggering an increase in mental health disorders across the world.

I generally don’t post much of those for two reasons.

First, they’re everywhere, they’re daily, and you’ve probably already read them.

Second, anti-vaxxers and Covid-deniers constantly promote these studies and say, “See, all this mask stuff, all these precautions — they’re doing more harm than good because they’re triggering a mental health crisis.”

They seem to see the crisis as everything but the loss of at least 5 million lives, and I don’t want to lose focus of the loss of the most precious thing God has given to us on earth — those around us.

Yes, the collateral damage from Covid is horrible — the economic costs, the mental health crisis, the fracturing of society, the polarization that’s just a symptom of a much more perverse phenomenon of polarization on everything.

But the living are very quick to forget the dead, the dying, and the ones who will still pass away from Covid.

And when history looks back at things like the Spanish flu, what do we mourn?

Do we weep that suddenly people were told to wash their hands or wear, yes, a mask?

Or do we grieve the loss of lives?

That’s the first and foremost horror.

BUT.

The mental health effects of this disease are, indeed, absolutely astonishing, and that’s what this week’s New York Times piece, “Across the World, Covid Anxiety and Depression take hold” is so good at capturing.

It’s not just the acute nature of this disaster, it’s particularly the duration. The confusion. The curveballs.

If you’ve been affected by it, mentally, you’re not alone.

And by not alone, really not alone.

As a personal anecdote:

On Thanksgiving, my family Face-Timed a close family member, who was very healthy, caught Covid in June, and has been in out and of the hospital and close to death ever since.

His pain and suffering have been utterly enormous.

I was beyond grateful to see him, alive, on Thanksgiving, but gutted to see how he was spending that Thanksgiving.

In a rehab facility, trying to gain strength for a dangerous surgery.

Later that night, I read a story about Omicron, while I was sitting in our family room, and Judy Garland’s “Have yourself a merry little Christmas” came on, and I’ve always known that song was especially dear to troops and their loved ones, during World War 2, but for the first time, I actually felt the kind of exhaustion the world must have gone through for those six terrible years.

When will this end? All this? The unexpected deaths that are somehow still expected, wave after wave of variants, just like infantry. No break. As soon as one variant is beaten back, variant reinforcements come.

Read the words to the song, and you can see how they easily apply to the Covid crisis.

Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Let your heart be light
Next year all our troubles will be out of sight

Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Make the yule tide gay
Next year all our troubles will be miles away

Once again as in olden days
Happy golden days of yore
Faithful friends who were near to us
Will be dear to us once more

Someday soon, we all will be together
If the fates allow
Until then, we’ll have to muddle through somehow
So have yourself a merry little Christmas now

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That line, “until then, we’ll have to muddle through somehow” feels so real, doesn’t it?

Yes, we’ll just all have to muddle through this.

The church-Christianese thing would be to say “Don’t be so gloomy. Sing through this suffering because God is with you. Faith, not fear!”

But I don’t think Jesus would see Covid-19 as a particularly singing moment.

Lament is everywhere in the Bible, and we’re supposed to cry when others cry, and even if we weren’t supposed to, we couldn’t help but do it, right?

That’s how Jesus responded to pain and suffering on earth – with sorrow. That’s just the way we’re wired.

The history of the song is fascinating.

Hugh Martin wrote it for the 1944 movie Meet Me in St. Louis, and was actually a Christian. He originally wrote “if the Lord allows,” instead of “if the fates allow.”

The producers changed that line for the movie, but yes, as Christians, I think we all know everything is “if the Lord allows.”

We’re used to hearing that song every Christmas, but there’s not a version out there that captures the pathos of those lines like Judy Garland’s.

In fact, Frank Sinatra asked that some words be rewritten for his version because the original was too depressing, and Martin’s favored lines were even darker than anyone’s heard.

You know the part, “Let your heart be light/Next year all our troubles will be out of sight”?

Martin originally wrote: “It may be your last / Next year we may all be living in the past.”

So yeah, darker.

But along with my favorite carols, “Hark the Herald Angels Sing” and “O Come All Ye Faithful,” I’ll also be singing this one, or actually, listening to it late at night, trying to figure out how all this came to be, and when it might all end.

And then, of course, “Hark the Herald Angels Sing” because the spiritual peace Jesus brought then will, one day, be the land we inhabit forever.

I also like Norah Jones’ version, recorded last year, during the pandemic.

Instead of making it warm and fuzzy (as everyone besides Garland tried to do), she also gets the wistful melancholy, thank God, and it’s a moving performance. But still, yes, Garland’s will forever be the standard.

[Painting: A Burial at Ornans, Courbet]

December 18, 2021
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STUDY: CBT Sleep-training can help ward off depression in older adults

STUDY: CBT Sleep-training can help ward off depression in older adults

written by Christian Heinze

Research shows insomnia is a major risk factor for depression, and that depression itself can also leads to insomnia.

Not only are they correlated, but it appears either can cause the other.

And we’ve also heard all about good sleep hygeine — you know, turn off the electronics, set up a regular bedtime etc.,

But a brand new study shows that the most effective sleep training isn’t simply about education, but primarily, working with a counselor on building strong sleep habits through cognitive behavioral therapy for insomnia (CBT-I).

Scientists are particularly excited about this study, because as study author Dr. Michael Irwin (UCLA) tells CNN, “We have shown that we can actually target insomnia with cognitive behavioral therapy and prevent depression from occurring.”

In other words, it’s possible to ward off encroaching depression in elderly adults by helping them get better sleeps. (That’s particularly good news for the elderly because sleep medications can lead to struggles with balance, which can lead to falls and fractures).

But to achieve the greatest success, the study showed it was best to work with a therapist using behavioral sleep training, CBT-I.

So what is CBT-I?

Well, according to the study it involves stimulus control, sleep hygiene, relaxation, CBT, and sleep restriction.

What are each of those?

The Sleep Foundation offers these explanations.

Basically, stimulus control is about using your bedroom for just two things — sleep and sex. That way, your mind begins to think, “sleep or sex” when it enters your bedroom and both of those are good for you and for your sleep.

Sleep restriction is somewhat related. Let’s say you spend eight hours in bed, but only actually sleep 3 hours. That’s five hours of existential tossing and turning (which is really bad for depressed people, or people prone to it).

In sleep restriction, you just get up and do something else and literally only sleep once you can’t hold your eyelids up anymore. That forces the issue on using your bed, purely for sleep.

As your mind recalibrates, it will hopefully increasingly associate sleep with bed and you’ll get back (theoretically) to the intended 8 hours.

However, the Sleep Foundation notes that people with bipolar disorder and seizures should be careful about this practice.

Relaxation training involves breathing exercises (here are the 9 best ones for sleep), progressive muscle relaxation (read here about pmr for sleep), autogenic training, biofeedback, hypnosis, meditation, or some combination of those.

Then there’s the psychoeducation component, which is a person-to-person connection where you discuss all of this, and other factors like diet and nutrition.

Now, does this all work?

The Sleep Foundation notes studies showing that 70-80% of patients experience improvements in their insomnia, including pregnant women, those with PTSD, and other high risk groups.

And now, according to the new study in JAMA Psychiatry, elderly adults. And not only does it help their sleep, it can ward off depression!

Woo-hoo!

Of course, you might be wondering — why can’t I research this online and just do it myself, without all the hassle of involving a therapist?

Well, you could.

But it probably wouldn’t be as effective, because you probably wouldn’t keep at it.

Researchers noted that the study group that received sleep training, without counselor interaction, showed improvements, but they weren’t durable, because people often just gave up when they didn’t work.

The group that had counselors was much less likely to give up.

SO… how do you find one of these sleep counselors?

Here’s a map, courtesy of the Society of Behavioral Sleep Medicine, where you can click on your state and find just such a therapist.

I’m a huge fan of therapists because they’ve helped me so much.

But I’m also a huge fan of online support because it’s helped me, as well.

But online support, reading sites — they can only go so far.

And relatedly, there was a study, published this week, showing that those digital apps for depression and anxiety are helpful, but the problem is that people are much less likely to stick to them than they are going to a therapist.

Face-to-face therapy is just clutch.

But I understand not everyone can do it, for various reasons, including financial ones. So I’m also a big believer in discussion boards.

I’ve often found browsing these forums helpful.

No More Panic:

Beyond Blue:

Reddit’s Anxiety Board:

Reddit’s Depression Board:

Patient Info: (numerous boards for many health conditions)

Mental Health Forum: (Anxiety, Depression, OCD, Bipolar, Covid and Mental Health)

Anxiety Community.

Spend some time there, and you’ll come away thinking “I’m not alone in this,” and that shared sense of suffering can build deep bonds.

[Painting. Portrait of a Sleeping Marguerite, Matisse (1920)].

By the way, HuffPost has an interesting piece on why artists have historically been so keen on capturing sleep in their work.

Yale Professor Meir Kryger explains that, among other things, “When one goes to sleep, one falls alone, and when one enters dreamland, one walks by one’s self. Here lies the appeal for artists.” That’s as good as anyone can say it.

December 15, 2021
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